9.20.09

It has been hard to detect my moods as of late. Sometimes I'm feeling great, and totally invigorated. At other moments I'm defeated and hard on myself. Sometimes I wish for some sort of consistency - none of this feeling great in one moment and miserable the next.

I've discovered a fix. And it involves going against the grain of retreating to myself. It is in community with others, and specifically, in like minded community that I find respite. Yes, I can give thanks that He is good, but when we're together and doing it, it makes a positive statement of our condition - broken, yet redeemed. Lost, but now saved.

My Sunday started exactly the way I needed it to.